When we want others to see before they become the victim.
One difficult aftermath of spiritual abuse is knowing friends or family is still inside, that they can’t see, or can’t fully see the problem. We want them to know what we’ve learned about manipulation, mind-control, and pressure. And yet, we know that since we are the sinful outcasts or exiles, they would never listen to us.
We wish, sometimes, that someone they respect, someone they would listen to, would take them aside and say something like, “You know, your ?????? sounds a little strange. It sounds like there may be manipulation going on. Have you ever heard of spiritual abuse? You might want to look into it.”
But, of course, there are few people they respect enough to listen to like that since abusive leaders steer them into an elitist perspective. And these leaders move themselves into the place of prominence. Not obviously, of course, but slowly and surely. No one knows truth like the leader. How can inferior Christians have any special insights into spiritual matters? Why, they attend a church that doesn’t believe X or does believe Y. No point in listening to their opinions.
So, they stay trapped in the church.
You know that they are confused, as each new person leaves the church. You know they are confused when the pastor says something that is at odds with what they know is right and they struggle to rationalize it. They waver, they struggle, and they fight their own conscience and reason.
They know it’s godly to think the best of people, so when something critical comes up against their leader, they think the best. What they don’t consider, though, is that to think the best of their pastor or leader, they have to think the worst of all the other people hurt by that pastor. And they do. They think of them as rebellious or selfish or worldly or sinful, or maybe just weak.
So they struggle and you only pray that someday, before too much damage is done, they will be able to see through the manipulations and have the strength to get out; before their time comes.
Though I consider my church only somewhat spiritual abusive, after two years of working there I was not able to hear from God anymore. It took another year and a half before I knew for certain God’s voice to me personally. I wasn’t sure I would ever know it again.
I see those who suffered too much damage and who can no longer hear from God, or no longer know if they can hear from Him. It is the saddest thing to come across these people. Your heart just aches, my prayers goes out.